Nov 12, 2007
I may look happy in my picture but i am far from it; only smiling to keep from crying. My situation in life is getting to the point of danger as if i'm out in the ocean with great white sharks and drowning with just a little of my head visibly bobbing in the waters and people all around are at shore just watching me drown. I am a single mom with 4 kids of whom only 1 lives with me (the other 3 stay with relatives). I am very sickly, yet i try to work but dont last long due to chronic illnesses. I had 3 different jobs this year and now back to square 1. Impoverished and poor, the little money i do get from friends i have to debate on whether to eat for the month or pay my phone bill(which i need in case of emergency with health) or pay my heat bill so we wont freeze this season. I pawn furniture in house just to keep from being homeless. No one to really help me through and I feel at the end of my rope(litterally). I suffer from depression, anxiety,ocd, chronic bronchitis for 9 yrs(9 yrs of coughing without a days break, even lost voice for 6 months due to it),high blood pressure,migraines, tooth pain,weak back muscles,and dizzy and fainting spells. Im only 33yrs old which i just turned and have applied for ssi many times just to keep being denied. I wont give up but in the meantime im drowning. If anyone could reach out to me and my kids it would be greatly appreciated, for God above will see himself your hand reaching out to those truly in need. Thank you for listening.
